Perpetual recall of flesh I once possessed,

Presently belonging to ones suited nest,

For one must not be fooled by his captivating reflection,

Internal hostility covers his soul with infection,


Poisons surge through his cold mystic veins,

Altering his consciousness, numbing his brain,

Reality decays as he neglects and betrays,

Eternal torture to the ones who remain,


Infinite intoxication shan’t ever heal his plague,

As the ticking of his delicate soul could cease any day,

Intricate crystal eyes, chemicals keep disguised,

Summoning the ecstasy of one with no goodbyes,

Bruising the hearts of the lips that don’t stain,

His contagious kiss echos, whispering his name,


From the root of insanity, to the tip of the tongue,

If i could change anything, it would be what I’ve become,

My heart, my soul belong to not me,

As my childhood torture suffocates my memory,


He stole my light, my gaiety, my what I could of been,

Tears of abandonment desert on my chin,

Corrupted fingerprints mark my skin,


You see my dear, myself just wouldn’t do,

The antidote to your polluted mind, lies within you,

As lips in sync, I taste the fear, the bitter, the sweet

The sweetness possesses the loath of defeat,


And the time shall come when the past shall seem surreal,

When an enchanted addict penetrates your shield,

Pleasure, prosperity, tenderness you shall receive,

A conclusive breath of fresh air, from then to eternity,


I write this poem, a story perhaps,

In loving memory, to forever look back.


Lady Velvet.